My  life is changed 20 years after the war.

Hey, I'm James from the US I was a soldier who fought in Afghanistan, and 2 years after the war I quit, I saw so much blood and violence, I can't forget them and I can't forget what we did in there, how we killed and tortured innocent people, their blood is on us, after the war, many of my friends were different as me, we couldn't forget what happened and I don't think we can. My  life is changed 20 years after the war

I'm a man who follows world news very carefully and for last years I saw so much savage news about Muslims, news were saying the same thing '' Terrorist Muslims are attacking the cities '' and I searched for this and I went to a mosque to ask someone about Islam and I found a guy and I said '' What do you think about this news'' and he said '' do you know what Islam means? it means Peace and do you know what is the most thing Quran tells to people?

it tells about morality and nice behavior. And do you know what jihad's purpose in Islam? In Islam every Muslim have a jihad to his demon inside him, Muslims don't cuts people heads to spread Islam, they want to cut the demons head inside their soul, and killing someone is a big sin in Islam, now I want to ask you a question, do you think the terrorists on the news, are they really Muslims?

Or are they a puppet who wants to use Islam and fool the people? '' and I was stunned because everything he said was making so much sense and it wasn't a lie, I said ''people think most of the Muslims have a bad behavior to their families and they drink alcohol which is a big sin in Islam.'' and he said '' You can't blame Islam for other peoples behaviors because people are not perfect but Islam is perfect '' and I was stunned again, and we had a little chat then he asked me ''what is your job? '' and I said '' I was a soldier and I quit after the war '' and he said '' you were in Afghanistan? '' and I said '' Yes sir '' then I said '' Can I ask you a question?'' he said '' of course'' I said '' every time I wake up I regret that I was in that damn war and I can't forget what we did there and I want this torture to end '' and he said    '' Allah is infinitely merciful and Allah forgives everything if someone repents from their heart '' and I thanked him and I went back to my house and I laid to my bed and I started to think, I started to question the life, after 3 weeks of depression,

I started to search Islam and I was looking for a good Islamic book to learn the TRUE ISLAM and I found a website 'gofreebooks' and I saw countless books and I chose one book and I downloaded it for free, then I started to read and after 7 months of researching I became a Muslim and I can't tell how much peace and happiness I felt, I had a purpose in my life after many many many many years later. And I really wanna thank gofreebooks.com you guys helped me to find the truth and I want to recommend this website to everyone who wants to learn the truth.